Dawn's Passing ~ In Carrie's Words





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  1. Sherry Blue SkyJanuary 22, 2023 at 2:50 PM

    Carrie, your words - and your mother's amazing strength and grace - moved me to tears. She raised two amazing warrior daughters. No wonder, as she is a warrior herself. All of you inspire me. I note your mom's writing talent is alive in you as well. Thank you for sharing these words, and for touching the hearts of those who read it with the power of love.

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